suicide Archives — The Invisible F

How a plant, a cat and conversation brought me from the brink of a mental precipice

Last June, at the height of the covid-19 pandemic and lockdown, I wanted to die. Quite suddenly, I had lost my Ma. Grief fed my…

Challenges Mental health

Reasons to stay alive

potofcallaloo October 20, 2019 4 Comments cptsd Depression mental health problems pain PTSD stay alive suicidal thoughts suicide trauma

Some of us I think are prone to revisiting the same dark places. Maybe down to past traumas that stay with us, genes that we inherit or God knows what is responsible. I don’t actually think thoughts of suicide are uncommon.

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Working together to prevent suicide -World Suicide Prevention Day 2019

potofcallaloo September 8, 2019 No Comments Depression hope Mental health suicide suicide prevention World Suicide Prevention Day 2019 WSPD

*This post has been updated to include training links* You know that feature on Facebook where it brings up memories from previous years? Well, it…

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Never forget – World Suicide Prevention Day

potofcallaloo September 10, 2018 4 Comments Depression depression and suicide suicide suicide attempt World Suicide Prevention Day

by ending the stigma, we will make it safe for people to talk about it. And talking could very well be the first step to saving a life.

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How I survived the night (despite suicidal thoughts)

potofcallaloo September 2, 2018 4 Comments anxiety Borderline personality disorder BPD Depression food therapy Mental health music therapy running for mental health suicidal thoughts suicide

I have actively tried, very hard to plod on. I have found happy moments, and I now see so much more of the beauty in the world.

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Dear younger self…

potofcallaloo August 4, 2018 4 Comments chronic pain Depression fibromyalgia Mental health overcoming pain PTSD suicide suicide attempt

You will get tired of being sick. That’s ok. Totally ok. Own it. Take time. Rest. And get back to work.

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Musings on suicide: love might save a life

potofcallaloo June 10, 2018 4 Comments anxiety chronic illness chronic pain Depression love Mental health suicide

…every day I decide to live, another person, someone, chooses to die. Their struggle is my struggle, but they have now gone while I still have a chance…

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When living is hard …RIP Avicii

potofcallaloo April 27, 2018 No Comments Avicii Depression meaning of life mental health conditions mental health problems suicidal thoughts suicide

For some of us, it is because we are searching…searching for something, some place that we are not quite sure of or how to get to. And sometimes it is because some of us have never managed to be truly happy.

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‘Fibromylgia and wanting to die’ – World Suicide Prevention Day

potofcallaloo September 10, 2017 No Comments Depression fibromyalgia and suicide suicide World Suicide Prevention Day

It is by complete coincidence that I’m posting this on World Suicide Prevention Day. I drafted this post last week because I was looking at…

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Live to hope

potofcallaloo January 17, 2016 4 Comments Depression hope overcoming depression suicide support

Dear Friend, I can see that you have lost hope. You have not been yourself lately. I see your tears, and I noticed that you…