This is my second post in the What was that? - my series on 'what the crap is going on?' Before I thought of blogging these random happenings in one post, I hadn't realised how messy and chaotic my life often feels. How did I manage this crap all along? I'm sure
I’m saying all of this to say, two years ago I didn’t think I would still be here, but I am. I didn’t think I would have gotten out of that deep, dark hole, but I did. And I never believed that I could find the courage to face my uncertain future. But I have.
If I could choose, I wouldn’t choose pain, no one would, whether it’s the kind of pain you see or you can’t see.
Connecting with people and noticing beautiful things really helps one to establish a feeling of well being.
People who don’t live with anxiety disorders or who have not experienced severe anxiety don’t always understand the gravity of it. Some brush off your suffering, while others use anxiety related terms in exaggeration which is a bit inconsiderate.